Im so afraid of staying alone at home.. Alot of things to think..
Lots of NIGHTMARE.
You know last night, you told me "dumb, can you ask me that question again, and I'll break all ties with Leong?"
It was probably the best thing you could have said for me and for yourself ever since the whole thing happened.
But is wasnt from your heart.
I know it won't be easy. "Gui Ren" comes late. So long he's late but punctual.
Monday, June 8, 2009
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
E day
dumb dumb.. lately u really slp damn late and become very less energetic..
slp earlier ba.. ah dumb see u like tt very xing teng. jiayou k. anything need ah dumb help jing guan kai kou.
.the day we kissed, was the day you felt me in your heart.
.the day you went out with him was the 1st day you felt weird.
.the day you went out again was the day you you forgot ah dumb was waiting for you at home and still loving you.
.the day you went out for the 3rd time was the day you felt, "i think i have feelings for him, why not go on like this"
.the day you decided to go on hiding, was the day you shot me with a gun and made me look for you, bleeding and dying.
.the day you decided that you're guilty was the day you decided to reject me using ur own guilt.
you can cheat urself. but you cant lie to me.
slp earlier ba.. ah dumb see u like tt very xing teng. jiayou k. anything need ah dumb help jing guan kai kou.
.the day we kissed, was the day you felt me in your heart.
.the day you went out with him was the 1st day you felt weird.
.the day you went out again was the day you you forgot ah dumb was waiting for you at home and still loving you.
.the day you went out for the 3rd time was the day you felt, "i think i have feelings for him, why not go on like this"
.the day you decided to go on hiding, was the day you shot me with a gun and made me look for you, bleeding and dying.
.the day you decided that you're guilty was the day you decided to reject me using ur own guilt.
you can cheat urself. but you cant lie to me.
Monday, June 1, 2009
dumb its some time since i updated this blog.. quite alot of things happened.. im not sure whether its better or its not better now.. but definitely.. its better for you.. wanting to play around without bearing any responsibility. but its no use talking abt all these anymore.. cos things like these are definitely not going to go into ur head..
some observations.. just for u only dumb..
everytime after u go out with leong..
1. you come back to me telling me that you're afraid that this 1/2 year of waiting might be a waste
2. you become very less sweet to me
i think, everyone in ambush sides with me. bt u just wan someone to side with you. dumb.. and these people are definitely your pan family and gang of 6.. who knows nth..
dumb i dun really feel like saying all these.. cos once again it makes u sad and its not going to get into ur brain.. bt.. at least let me voice out ba.. its ur last responsibility as my dumb, as my ex.
some observations.. just for u only dumb..
everytime after u go out with leong..
1. you come back to me telling me that you're afraid that this 1/2 year of waiting might be a waste
2. you become very less sweet to me
i think, everyone in ambush sides with me. bt u just wan someone to side with you. dumb.. and these people are definitely your pan family and gang of 6.. who knows nth..
dumb i dun really feel like saying all these.. cos once again it makes u sad and its not going to get into ur brain.. bt.. at least let me voice out ba.. its ur last responsibility as my dumb, as my ex.
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